I'm back to college again.
after one week,long rest...
I'm so happy to meet my friends.
i laughed alot.i really wanted to laugh so much.i wanted to.i want.i crazy with them as usual.
but.i become more geli already.
haha~
go around and say:"i miss you."
(
really,i miss my friends.all my friends.i can laugh alot infront of them.)
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hmm..my good friend,she keep telling me,she scare when the night falls.she is afraid when the sky turns dark.she worried,when she sleep,she cant wake up anymore...she tell me,every night.she cried when she suffering from pain.and..i cant do anything.but,just make her laughing non-stop.thats all i can do for her..
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.
.
.
.
(
pouring tears..haih)
i prayed.
so she can recover soon.
hmm..
ok.stop this.
(continue)
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during the class,
suddenly one of the classmate missing from the class.
o.o.
i thought he skip class.
i msg-ed him.
and i get this reply.
"ponteng ur head ar?i haven eat ar.now me at hospital."
i was like?
what the?hospital?you kidding?
i asking around:"HuanJin now at hospital.He got tell you all?"
i call him imediately.
and.
phew.
he just accompany his friend go hospital.
T.T
scared me.
im affraid to be informed,
"I'm in the hospital now"
the whole day,
i was not in mood,
i dont feel like attending any class.
So,
i skipped Bio Tutorial class.me and my good friend,YY.
went to a place where is kinda romantic.windy and got alots of trees.
we sat on the stone chairs.
and share our words.
a while more,
her bf joinned us.
he blasting his hp with songs.
songs that really telling what hidding in my mind.
haha..
he's worried i will cry suddenly after listening to those songs.
cheh.i seldom cry infront people.i hide myself.but really fun and calm my mind.
we opened music loudly,and we sang.haha.
thats the good place to release tension.stress.pressure.sadness.
We Sang Loud!!!!its better than go chiong k leh..
then,
was waiting at canteen for KahYung to come and fetch me.
T.T.
i wait from 4 until 5.40.
haha~
lucky i got friends teman me......
yohoo~~
enjoying inside the car.
haha~play with wilfred.
he poke my fats,i pinch his nipple.
but.all this end so fast.
im here blasting moody songs again.
ishh..
i want sing.i want shout!!!
please,make me happy,please.
i dont want to wait in the midnight.
i dont want to be sad.
i find so many things to do.
so i couldn't focus.
you ruined my life.
i paid a long term sadness.
for temporary happiness.
is this the rules,
is this the deal?
to get happiness?