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Friday, November 30, 2007
Beijing~

reach kl at around 4.40,28 Nov......
hmm..

where should i start my story lerh....
erm..okay..first..



Day 1
i reach beijing!
wahaha..have fun playing with my breath..
like ppl smoking~
hahahuuu...


then...
tis "handsome" Tour Guide cum and handle us..
Small little horse..




v have our breakfast at....



after tat..v took a chance to sit trishaw~







syok lerh..
weather d vry cold..around 5-7 degree C
when the cyclist at front cycling..
the cold air blowing toward my finger..my face..
oh my god..
my finger freezed d..
i cnt kp my finger warm coz i have to snap photos..
haa...i bcum the camera'girl' for the whole trip~

keep on laugh til my cheek bcum hard d..
battle with the other trishaw..
faster faster~~!!



after tat..me and my sis take photo with the cyclist..
hee..a gud chinese guy who cooperate with me when i ask him to cycle faster
wakaka...their cheek always red..
so cute~

and i also giv him 10 yen for the ride..
*suka rela..can consider as tips too~

then..tour guide lead us to the house area..
and a women teached us hw to make dumpling...
im the only one who b the volunteer to make it..




press press the dough...



then fill in the meat tat the women prepared..




press around the dough...





tadaaa~im done!the delicious dumpling i made!






We have steamboat for our lunch!
mutton are served coz mutton can keep the body warm..
and most of the food have different taste compare to our local food...
their crab stick tasteless and jus like bun...




check in...
take a bath..




the hotel v stay at...


at nite..v have no activity so v go Carrefour..
so weird lerh..
everytin oso got their own chineses name...



Carrefour~




Mentos!




Sprite(duno how to spell d)



7-up!
hee..and v try tis...
"Beng Tong Wu Low"


1 ringgit for one oni..haa..so cheap!

-Day 1 ended-


Yeannie's Memories Friday, November 30, 2007

Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Bei Jing..here i cum!

tata~i wil b bac after 8days~
syoknya..


annoy..no ned u teman me quarrel d lurh..
i wil b vry busy..hee..

Yeannie's Memories Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Monday, November 19, 2007
Art of Nails~

1more days..
2molo night..
i wil fly from KLIA to BeiJing lurh..
so hapi..
nobody is gona miss me..


i wil be missing for 8days..
so..
wun be any post for 8days lurh..
hee..as if got ppl wil alwiz read my post..
nvmla..
swt...


yeah..2day the whole day..
busy playing with my finger nails
and nail polish too..
hee..
paint paint my finger nails...






nice marh?shinny shinny orh..bling bling~




my toes..-.-''..


swt..lucky i wil be wearing shoes the whole day
if shoes taken out nvm..i wil be wearing stocking too..
wahaha..
coz there wil be vry cold orh..
almost reach O degree Celcius gua..
n my dad say..there snowing d lurh dis few days
wow..
snowing?nice one marh?
got hot spring sumore o..wa..
relax~~


guess wat i did ytrd when im slping....
i kicked my sis orh!


lol..so funny..
i can hear she cursing me after i kicked her orh..
but i jus dun k bout it and continue slp..
haa..i think i dream bout sm1 i hate alot gua...
if not..y i wil kick lerh..


hee....my future husband in danger lorh..
play karate when im slping..
then nx morning my future husband wil shout at me and say:
"Chen Yean Teng..I wan divorce with u!u r trying to murder ur own husband at night.."
haa....sry.day dreaming again..
funny...




wee..left..22hour..
then i ned to go KLIA lurh..

Yeannie's Memories Monday, November 19, 2007

Sunday, November 18, 2007
one of my D.i.Y..

yeah!
tis is wat i did dis whole day..
a smal little bag..
for me to carry my things easily..
i can throw my mirror.rubber band.hair clips..
watever things into it lurh..
i keep it in my bagpack..
wahaha..is more easier for me to carry a box to BeiJing,rite?
can consider as one of my D.i.Y gua..
i make dis by using my old bedsheet neh..
recycle..
wee...




got my name too orh..hee..lovely bag rite?
i jus use one day to finish it orh..




tadaa~after pull the string..
is big enuf to put in everytin orh..
comb..jewellery..hp..everytin..

2 more days!
winks~
everytin is ready...

Yeannie's Memories Sunday, November 18, 2007

Saturday, November 17, 2007
Tuition life is gona start again!

wake up at 9..
then rush to prepare myself..
coz i have to folo Hui Jing they al to register at Martin..
...i have to choose Martin coz..
Berjasa..nobody can teman me..
and sumore..fees are bloody expensive over there..
-.-''..
Kaili..Mich..Sze..hw??
u al goin to cum Martin oso??


Hui Jing's mum cum and fetch me at around 10 am..
early in the morning...
then..Wei gee too..
three of us go Martin togeta..
by lrt...


reached Martin..
ei??
is jus look alike like AP Kasturi..(closed d)
ned to climb a long long staircases oni reach the office..
then..take about 20 min to discuss which class and subject to take..


result:
im taking...
:x BM
:x Physics
:x Chemistry
:x Bio
:x A.maths

and i paid
Rm120 for subjects and Rm10 for registration fee..
so..overall i paid Rm130...
is better..rite?
if Berjasa..
i think it wil cost above Rm150..just for subjects..


and now..
im one of the Martin's members lorh~
wee...



Kad Pelajar:Chen Yean Teng..


wuu..
tuition start at Discember..
means..
i can enjoy for only 12 more days!
hw sad...


life is meaningless without fun....


then..
decide to go Jusco alone,
while on my way go bac to Pandan Jaya lrt station..
go down when the train stop at Maluri..
wee~
goin to shop alone lurh..


k k..
purpose..buy smtg tat i needed to bring during my trip to BeiJing..
shopping list:
:x lip gloss
:x hair clip
:x rubber band

:x mirror


lol..but end up..
i jus bought 2 of them from my shopping list..
SilkyGirl Party Glitter 02 lip gloss..
Rm2.90 hair clips..
hee..


then go change four Ringgit capsule to turn a ball from machine
hee..do tat once a month....
to cheer up my life..
(guys..u can try orh..do it when u sad..is a best way to cheer up urself..)
after tat..
bought one medium french fries from McD to eat..
yummy..
so fun when shopping alone..can buy n do watever u wan..
lucky.din spend too much money..
self-control started to gain in my soul..
hee~


yeah yeah..3more days..
excited lerh...



Yeannie's Memories Saturday, November 17, 2007

Friday, November 16, 2007
Yam Cha!

after breakfast..
went up n take a look on my hp..
3 missed call...

o.O..

who is tat leh..
ei...
Zlun gor gor called me...
for wat leh??

BZZzz..Bzz...
Zlun calling..

"helo..wan go out and have a cup of tea??"
hapi..."oh..wait a..comfirm with mummy first..."

i jus took one min to comfirm with mum..
coz everytin jus satisfied mummy geh rules..
cnt go out at night..
mus b someone she noe..
cum bac on time..
sumore my mum noe Zlun quite well..
i used to hang out with Zlun when im in Form 3..
so..Bingo!

"okay..u cuming nw la?"
"ya.."
"okay..cya.."


wee...run upstairs and prepare myself..
T-shirt and a short pants..
like wat i wear usualy..
run into his car then broom broomm..
went to a new mamak bside Taman Pudu Ulu..
(the new park behind my skul)


Talk alot with him..
i used to tell him a big bunch of secret when v meet..
everytime..hee..
fun fun..gossip alot too orh..
a big gor gor tat willing to share probs with me..
once in a blur moon..
swt..


saw alvinder,bryan poh & his friends..
looking at me with a swt sign on their head..
i think they tot im dating with Zlun lorh..
hee..


after tat..went for appointment at 2 o'clock...
so scare wil kena scold by dentist orh..
coz i din listen to wat he say..
use the rubber he ask me to wear it daily..


my turn to checkup..
the first thing he asked me..
"where is the rubber?"
lucky..im wearing.."neh..."
my siblings look at me and laugh..coz they noe tat i din wear it at home
then he help me measure my teeth..
"good..got effect..ur teeth d move in 2mm..so..go on..."

huiyo..lucky..
he look so fierce when asking me where is the rubber..
and lucky tat my teeth got move in a bit..
eventhough i din wear it for more than half month..
wakaka..


teeth pain pain after tat..
mouth ful with rubbers to make my teeth move to the right position..
too bad..dentist say..
i wil be the last one to finish al the treatment..
coz my teeth giv bad respond..
move too slow d..
ishh...im gona suffer longer than my siblings..


dun k jiek!
sacrificed to gain beauty...
weee~~


4 more days..
i wil leave here!

Yeannie's Memories Friday, November 16, 2007

Thursday, November 15, 2007
Memorable days!

Wee~
today morning..
take a long walk with my fren around my house area..
eat..chit chat..laugh..
ntg bisde tat..
quite fun lorh..
if not..i wil be bored til die geh lorh..


i cnt alwiz spend my day n watch tv one ma rite?
"My date with a vampire..I , II and III"
even its title oso sound sien leh..
haa..
so..decide to go for a walk with fren luh..
relax-nya~~Ahhhh...


after went bac home..
i have to start my work lurh..
iron al the clothes which look like a big big mountain..
huiyor....~


at nite..
Me,Hui Jing and Yunsong decide to go bac our primary skul..
SJKC Tsun Jin
we wil have gathering there while our junior wil have farewell..
6G students~~


wahaha...half of them d tak kenal me lurh..
mayb i change alot..
yaya..
i think..
thinner d..*perasan


but i dun think so i got so big different la compare to last time..
jus swt lorh...
sumore asked me..
"who r u??"
wuu....
"im yean teng lorh...."
everybody jus look at me like an alien standing right infront of them..
hoho...


then v do chit chat at there..
talk bout our past..
funnynya...
some of them thinner d..taller d..muscular d..
prettier d...


lol..again..they asking y my sound wil like Lin Zhi lin...
lucky..one of them stil rmb tat my sound like like tat since primary..
wahaha...
pai seh nya..alwiz kena question..
y ur sound lidat geh lerh...
swt..hw i noe leh...



then..all of us go n find our ex-class teacher..
and v take tis!!!
keke...
18 of us + teacher = 19!!



can u c me??the fifth from the right..and Hui jing is the tallest one...







Peace!(teacher wan us to peace orh..haa..swt)



the whole night..v jus sit at canteen n chit chat..
kena question alot..
hw many bf u have?
about 10..me n Hui Jing went bac home lurh..
hee..
wat a memorable night...
met part of my old skulmate and classmates...


fun fun...
5more days..
im goin to fly lu..


Yeannie's Memories Thursday, November 15, 2007

night of bday!

suprise came to me when the night fall..





taDaA~~!!Hapi burpday~
Classic Cheese Cake!as wat my mum promise..wee~



Cut Cut it after i blow the candles...



Mummy..!!help..so hard to cut geh??



aiyor??part of it missing d!




im havin it!lolx...touched...
hapi burpday to me~!



thx for my frenz tat wishing me hapi bday~

love u guys..

and sry to Zlun gor gor too orh..

coz i cnt go out yam cha with u 29..

anyway..thx Q vry much orh!


Yeannie's Memories Thursday, November 15, 2007

sweet sixteen??

sweet sixteen??
did it mean anytin for me??
no...
my sweet sixteen has ntg special..
as usual..boring..
tis can be prove coz i blog so much today..
hmm...


spending most of my time blogging at here..
coz i have ntg to do..
bside than blogging..
i duno wat can i do d...


day dosn't seem gud at all..
jus wake up..
d receive some order from mum...
"go down n cook half-boiled egg for urself..after breakfast.rmb to take out those uniform i have washed and put under the sun...then..rmb to swept the floor too"
is this hw a gal celebrate her sweet sixteen?


nah..
then do wat my mum asked to do..
cook some half-boiled eggs lurh..
o.O...
"mayb got suprise inside the egg"my sis said
"huh?y"
"u jus watch...."

craak...cracked the egg..
"u stil haven get it??"my sis said again
"where got larh...."
"look carefully....."
o.O....


ei??got two egg yolks in one egg lerh..
so cute....
"not every egg oso got two egg yolks orh..jus few off them.."
"rili??dun worry..i sure tat both eggs i cooked oso got two egg yolks.."

crack another..
wa...rili...i got four egg yolks in a bowl...
happy nia...
"yer..unfair...how can u chose the biggest egg lerh.."
"bleh..lucky marh..."
hee...


haix...
duno wat wil hapen after tat...
my bday wil ended without suprise?

my sweet sixteen lifespan:11 and a half hours

Yeannie's Memories Thursday, November 15, 2007

Wish me Hapi burpday~

Happy Bday to YanX
lonely bday..

Yeannie's Memories Thursday, November 15, 2007

Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Brand new ME!!

i should learn hw to wash away the sadness tat appear in my heart..
wash wash~Xi shua shua~
BLINK!!
I wun b sad anymore!
I wun b crying anymore!
I wil alwiz hang a smile on my face!
I wil b myself!HMPPH!

wahaha~~



k..cum bac to the topic bout my day..
sobs..today is the last day of skul..
but..v din rili enjoy it..
coz..v r bothered by activities tat teachers planned for us
oh man..is totally boring!..
v have to do exercises eventhough today is the last day of skul..


wahaha..
teacher seperate us into three group
student from 4A,4B,4G and 4J are placed in SAC
4C and 4D wil be in SAC 2..
then 4K and 4M..erm..i dun rili noe where they go..disappear??



wil i listen to teacher's order??
no!
haa..curi curi mix myself in 4C and 4D..
Pn.Sabrina saw me but she din shoo me out of SAC orh..
coz im helping her students a.k.a my friends to finish their report lurh..
teacher wun shoo gud student geh rite??hee..



busy helping Kai Li to do her report..
Mich too..-.-''..
bad gal.din cum to skul har?!
thx god i help u do ur report lerh..nx yr ask u belanja me makan lerh!sui poh....
wakaka...
oso take the chance to gossip with KaiLi..
huiyor..damn gek lerh v gossip til...
-.-''

and also Sharvin..
"Yean Teng...help me draw some graph pls..."
"lol..dun1 leh"
"pls la........Yean Teng"
"ha...k k..graph paper lerh?"
"okok..i wil get it for u...."

hee...."i love u.yean teng"...
tis is wat he say as pay bac..



actuali im not felling well at al..
suffering from serious backache..
mayb ytrd night rush to much lerh..
din sit properly and lead to backache lurh
=terpaksa do some yoga in the midnight=swt rite??

sumore my 'auntie' visit me 2day..
so..2day i walk like pregnant women..the whole day..
holding me back..ouchh~!
hee.......


b4 goin home..
enjoy playing with frenz..
my shoes kena kick here n ther
passing here n there..
pity me dis old lady lerh..
backache stil ned to chase for my shoes..
-.-''...fun fun fun..
stepping on ppl's shoes...wahaha....
last nice n memorable memory for me..
my last day of skul..my last day of skul life....
hmm...


KrIingGg....
bell rang....
wishies can be hear around lurh..
"Happy Holiday..."
im gona miss u guys...mis u...
kis kis b4 v go home..(kai li and me la..)hee



oh man~!
go bac home cnt reali take a rest..
ned to bent down n wash some clothes
god..anyone can help me straighten my backbone??
wuu...
T.T
wee...6 more days..
i can leave here..the place ful of sadness..
i can take a rest le..
mm..
wee~fly fly away from here
1 more day..
wish me happy burpday~

Yeannie's Memories Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Sunday, November 11, 2007
boring after tat~!

Buddies..
sry ya if u guys din enjoy the day~
muacks!



wake up around 10.30..
tired sia...
ytrd having alot of fun d..


have two currypuff for my breakfast...
omg...curry tatse salty har?!
then..continue my D.I.Y lurh..
due date cuming soon d..
ned to rush..but make sure it look nice..
keke..y i ned to be so hardworking for tis?


refuse to help mum for housework..
"Go iron ur school uniform!"
"dun wan..ask mei 2 do it..."coz i did it alwiz..
"Go swept the floor.."
"dun wan....ask her to do.."

"Nw who is the elder one??u or her?"
damn..who said tat elder one mus alwiz pay more..
do more??hate to hear it alwiz...


recently..papa was headache bout the holiday trip to BeiJing.
Coz..the travel agent refuse to do wat they promise..
they change our plane from Malaysia Airline to China Airline
(actuali i duno wats the prob is..haaa..any diff between dis two)
papa is totally mad with wat they do..
cursed them for being irresponsible...!


yeah..mummy say wil bought me one cheese cake for my bday..
wee..
curious to taste it!
arghhh...


10 more days..BeiJing here i cum!!
4 more days..to wish myself..hapi bday



enjoy arguing today!

Yeannie's Memories Sunday, November 11, 2007

Saturday, November 10, 2007
9th of nov!

sry for no post tis few dayz..
^^...
coz i din have the chance to touch pc..
so sad..
haa..nvm....


wee...2day is my date with 3 of my "Ji Mui" orh..
purpose:for celebrating my bday..
(the first time goin out with them..non of us absent!wee~)


tadda...
i wil have them as part of my breakfast everyday...



they aren't good for me..
mayb..i d too long time din take medicine..
and i ned to take so much medicine in a day...
this lead to some side-effect..
x: stomachache
x: my mouth wil alwiz taste bitter...
x: very fast to get hungry
x: very fast to get tired..especially my eyes...
x: vomit...


haix..but wat i can do..
i ned to finish them as if they work to recover my sickness
i hate medicines!!


after finish my breakfast..
prepare myself coz im goin out lorh!!
wakaka..


>.<..im late! our date:11.00am..
and i reach there bout 11.30am..
im the last one to reach there..shame-nya..
sorry..buddies!




took a chance to have hair cut at Kim Gallery..
not big deal..jus cut my frindge lurh..
O.o.. meet some form 2s over there...
huiyo..
over make up makes them look.....ugly...
yee....




then..v have our lunch at Marrybrown ..Mb..
(actuali v plan to have our lunch at Gasoline..but..too expensive d)

here..introduce:Mich and Z-mei!


arghh..pai seh-nya..dun take larh..


and tis me...
-.-''...swt..everyone noe tis me..
grr....
haa
..




and..tis is KaiLi..sitting bside me..
(u wil nvr saw their faces..haa..my buddies memang shy shy lurh..keke)






wee..!
giler giler sos tomato again...
press!dun think tat u can hide inside there..wakaka..
tomato sauce~v love it!








whenever there are some fries...
there wil b tomato sauce too...
u wil b frighten..
tomato sauce=water..for us!
keke...








then..v bought tis at sg.Wang..
rings!
up=KaiLi
down=me
right=Z-mei
left=Mich
i wear the smallest ring among them..
wahaha...mine 13..Mich and Kaili have the size of 18..
and yet..Z-mei got the biggest one!!19!




anyway...friends foreva!





this wil happen whenever i wan to capture some photos..
Chill....




O.d.m series!
arghh..
crazy-ness appear when i saw them..
when do they belongs to me?!








Cute!!!
i wil b vry proud if i have all of them..
coz....



one of them cost Rm8.90...
if i wan to buy all of them..
i think i ned to spend over Rm500..
and nw..
i jus afford to buy one of them..
(i bought the cheapest one)
sadnya...
wuu...






after Mich and KaiLi went bac home..
me and KaiLi lepak-ing in the bowling court...
and..v meet them..
4D's gals...







Present from Mich and Z-mei!
One whole set of them...
ahh..thx!lov u al so much!
bought it at Kawaii...(sg.Wang)
(lol..salesgal over there say tat my voice like lin zhi lin..and Y-tou in hei she hui mei mei..-.-''..tis usually happen when i talk..y ur voice lidat geh??)
Present from KaiLi..Foods in my tummy..
food=my life..
hee..she paid for my lunch and Ice-cream...











My hasil after my date...
they look little..but..they did make my purse bleed!
alot..wuu..
nvmla..once in a bluemoon..
bleed more oso nvm..
haa...






Buddies cry:Purse bleed alot when go out with Yan..wuu~dijangkit penyakit oleh dia..
haa..penyakit yang dijangkit...Be the Best Grabber for cute things!


"Wei..look..so cute.."
once i say tis..their purse gona bleed..
coz..
"rili?...go in n c larh"
yeah....
everyone of us wil bought smtg b4 walk out from the shop..
haa...and i like to pursuade them to buy things too...
"cute??buy larh..!"
"nice...buy saja lah..."
hoho....






look!!!

is tis real??

saw Wen Fu and Hui Sien working at TS..

-.-''...so gud..i wana work oso leh..



Yeannie's Memories Saturday, November 10, 2007

Thursday, November 8, 2007
im so nervous!!

wake up around 7.40am..
mayb i used to wake up so early lurh..
and mayb 2day i ned to go and 'visit' doc bah..
scare scare orh..
hee...


my tongue din cramp anymore..
but the part below my jaw is stil swollen..
hmm...
and finally i can eat smtg d..
hungry for the whole night.....pity my tummy..flattened d..
keke..


ate some pandan sponge cake..
and eat sum nasi lemak..
T.T..so bad..mummy ask my sis not to put sambal..
coz spicy food wil irritate the nerves and lymph...
wuu..tis cnt eat..tat cant eat..
sad....hope doctor wil say tis:
"ur daughter is fine..."
pray pray...

wuu....
(goin out nw..pray for me)

Yeannie's Memories Thursday, November 08, 2007

Wednesday, November 7, 2007
im back!!

wee...im bac..
wow...
k..our journey start so..


drop us bside the shophouse near Hospital Tung Sin..
-.-''..swt..i tot there is jus one clinic...
when v reach there..
mummy n me were chosing for which clinic v should go..
finaly..we chose this..
Khor ENT(ear,nosr and throat) Specialist Clinic


open the door...o.O
wow..all the nurses look so old and ugly..
sumore with their pink colour uniform.....oh man..
=menjejaskan warna kegemaran saya=
then..they ask us sm question..
wat is ur job?student...
u got alergic to any medicine?ya..
after ate u wil got wat reaction?fong mok!
wat medicine u alergic to?antibiotics..
wat's the name?duno..i jus remember it start with an alphabet "B"(bactrium)
u got gastric?no~
u got asthma?no~
k..both of u wait a while larh..
doctor got operation right now.so dun walk away..


so me n mummy sit there n wait for doctor..
spend my time reading sm magazines...
o.O..i read tis article..
n i drop down them..n i think they were totally correct!!


Has your oatner eroder your self-esteem and sense of happiness?
Then you may be a victim of emotional abuse....

"Women are meant to be loved,not to be understood.How often do we hear women complaining that men don't unerstand then, or simply don't try hard enough"

"Silence and neglet may be painful.But his word hurt even more"is true..the words u heard from the one u love.smtime might even hurt more than everytin.. u wun feel pain eventhough u cut urself with knife..or try to hurt urself..coz..the pain u feel is not as painful as the pain u feel when u r hurt by ur beloved one..

"Emotinal abuse affects a women's psyche and self-concept,she may eventually come to see herself as unworthy of love and affection.In more severe cases,the woman may succumb to suicidal thoughts,Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and eating disorders."

"If you feel unhappy in a relationship and think you have been abused,take a step back and reevaluate it,If necessary,seek the help of a marriage counsellor
to help you and your partner work things out..Remember,no one ever deserves to be abused,so keep in mind that the abuse is not fault of yours.Don't engage in self-blaming..Instead,if your partner refuses to listen and your relationship cannot be salvaged,learn to walk away.Because recognising that you deserve to be loved and respected is the first step to loving yourself and caring for someone else.."



hee..so wats ur comment bout tis lerh??


wuu..v have been waiting for the bloody doctor for 1 and a half hour
and yet..he haven cum n look over us..
swt..mummy and me cnt stand the coldness of the room..
so v go out and walk a while lurh..
hee...and mummy chat with a malay (patient)..
she came from Negeri Sembilan to c dis doctor..
-.-''..he's good??he's pro??
actuali..no...


and finaly..he is bac..wait for few min..
"Chua Kim Heot...Chua Kim Heot.."
mummy!they calling u......
then v go in lurh..


once mummy sat down..
"U got nose alergic..."
"har?!"mummy haven even say a word
"ya..cum.i show u..."
the nurse immediately push the chair towards the doctor..
and doctor started to use a thing like stick with a small cam at the end,poke in the nose,mouth and ear...let us c wats inside there...(endoscopy)
oh man...
he did same things to me too...
god!its pain...my tears fall from my eyes..
wuu.......


"k..u can go out d"...
o.O..so fast?
then..i take my medicines..
-.-'...so many pills to eat..
sad......
and the payment for tat is so expensive...

(have an ice cream with mama after tat..Tropicana)

wee...after tat..i reach home lorh...



(dun scare when u look at it..i look ugly when i have no fringde)

wee..have one piece of strawberry choco!


oh my god!i have wrinkles on my forehead...
and sumore eyebag..!die le die le





lucky..i stil got mask!kiwi...
wow..mus take k take lorh..stay pretty until friday..pls..
no pimple for tat day pls..
haa





and my Bio-essence products!
hee...-.-''..(too boring and too free d..i have ntg to do lorh)




wuu...i ned to finish them..
morning,afternoon,evening and night...
cham cham...





the payment!!RM155..!
jus poke here poke there...
payment for endoscopy ned Rm30
my medicines cost Rm65
consultation cost Rm60....
wow..

Yeannie's Memories Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Tuesday, November 6, 2007
pain!!!sakit...

2day..so little ppl go 2 skul..
mayb sum of them noe tat today got ceramah..
or mayb they dun wan 2 cum to skul anymore..


swt presentation for today's assembly....
sumore got Majlis Penutupan Aktiviti selepas PMR...
bored bored bored..
teacher busy giv price for those winner..
i busy talking with frenz..haa..
then..malays present bout there Malay's Wedding and culture..
Chinese too...
yat so so dow mei...
yee so so dow bat fat cai mei...
sam so so dow yee suen moon dei...
swt....swt..



swt-er things happen the next...
"form 3 and form 4 students stay bac ltr for forum disiplin.."
damn....
En.Loga told us..tis forum ned to be held twice in year
wuu...nx yr..when skul start..
v ned to listen to tis bloddy hel forum again..
repeated the same things every year..
grr....


smtg interesting in this forum..
new title.."gangguan seksual"
it is more complicated than wat v understand bout tis..
if u say...fuck u..tats consider as gangguan seksual..
even u asking ppl whether u got gf/bf onot..
it is oso a type of gangguan seksual..
lolx......if rili lidat..
Loga wil b vry busy to take k bout gangguan seksual tis prob..
haa...i think everybody did it in a day...
rite?even a word..oso consider as..
gangguan seksual..
wow...


bought 0.60 sen Nasi to eat..
omg....
my tongue cramp...!!
no no..nerves under tongue cramped!!
oh man..so pain..
>.<..but terpaksa finish my rice lurh.. i tahan...


weee...i receive my first bday present orh..
although got bit early d..but nvmla..
as long as tats a present for me..haa...
hapi hapi...


after skul..i order two roti kosong for my lunch..
b4 tuition..
again!!once i swallow things..
my tongue..my throat wil feel like poking by needle..
sumore..kari ikan go through my throat..
oh...man...
terpaksa tahan again..
and force myself to telan it faster..


the pain bcum worst..
and the part under my jaw is swollen!!
o.O..i got any sickness??
y wil lidat one??
wuu...worry............


during tuition..i get bac my english essay..
i get 33/50....
wee...so happy..im in the middle again..
Hui Jing get 36..Yun Song get 30...
wahaha..
today.. teacher threat us so gud orh..
"slpy?i c al of u look so slpy..k..let u al rest 5 min...slp slp..fast..slp.."


ofcoz..v r good student..aren't we?...
so v listen to wat teacher say..
v slp lurh..
hee..


reached home..
tell my mum tat my tongue cramp..
she was so worry and say..
"k..2nite slp early..2molo if u din feel better then i'll bring u to doc ther"
haa.....is late..
im stil bloggin at here..


i like to blog!!!

grrruuuu~~..?!...tummy hungry...
wuu..i din eat anytin when dinner..
but jus a bowl of seaweed soup..
wuu...i wil die without food...




Strawberry Choco!!!

..too bad..i cnt have them..

mummy dun let coz she say wil make me more worst wor..

sad...choco..wait for me..2molo....


Yeannie's Memories Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Monday, November 5, 2007
tis friday!!!arhh...

lolx..2day i suprise many ppl orh..
gues wat time i reach skul....
6.40am!!
wow wow..skul is definately empty...
"We seem like cuming to skul at the wrong day...no ppl one eh.."
"haha...yalor.."Hui jing replied
successfuly experience the scary atmosphere in the morning..


put down my beg then rush to the toilet..
coz...morning sickness..
wakaka..every morning mus visit toilet b4 assembly..
when i reach toilet..i stunned outside the toilet..
oh my god~!


wei jiet walk out from boi toilet..
"y standing here..."
"i dun dare to go in........"
he look bhind....
"lolx...go in larh..."
glurrrrp....
smtg goes wrong with the light bulb in toilet...
bzzz...bzzz....light blink and off..blink and off....
is like wat happen in those horror movie..


wuu..such early in the morning..
nobody teman me go in larh..
but...at the end..i close my eyes n run into the toilet...
faster faster faster..pee faster...flushhh!
run arhhhh!....
wow....O.O..faint.i cnt stand it larh...
return to tapak perhimpunan...
KAI LI..y nw oni u cum.....


hoho..i bring her to the toilet and let her c wat happen to the toilet..
lolx..she din go in oso..coz...same reason as me lurh..
scare..haa...pity pity..
like to c horror movie but scare with wat happen..
swt lerh??...
keke...

wen up class..me,kai li n z-mei were discuss bout our planning
hoho...tis week tis week..
v wil b goin out tis week....happynya...!!


kaka..then plan everytin..
v gona bring along our jusco coupon..haa...auntie..
good planning in our expenses...
Baskin Robbins!!!movie!!!argh...
everybody went so high when disucss bout the plan..
after tis then go here...then go here eat..
then go there hang gai gai..
SYOK!


boring after tat...
warn by teacher to go Physics lab
to do experiment..haa..
but..non of us listen 2 her..
jus sit inside the physics lab and act like listen to wat ppl explain to us..
orh..ya..lidat one la..icic..
haa..
run n fight with frenz..
arhh..scream too...


after reccess..
me,kaili,z-mei,kh,znam stay in 4C and play together..
wuu...play 6 round..won 2 times oni..
alwiz lose o me..so sad..
im cursed!!


then receive an announcement!!!
form 1 and 2..off on 12,13 nov
form 3 and 4 ..off on 14! , 15 ,16 nov(thx elodie for giving me the correct infromation..lolx)
damn it!!
y muz holiday on 14!!
wuu..i wait for tis day for so so so long time..
hope can celebrate my bday in skul..
but...but...
wuu....................
terpaksa accept the fact lu..ishh..


reached home....
mummy ask me fried some egg for my ownself
for my lunch..
yee?i can cook by my own leh..
wahaha..mood not so good..find smtg to play jiek~
rice..got!tomato..got!egg..got!onion..got!
weee..
soo...im goin to play masak masak orh~





the ingredients i use~..>.<




wee...fried fried...
huiyor..almost hangus....
hmm...ned more salt..
yee..no taste gerh?
waa!!!im done!!!!!






tomato fried rice!!!




wahaha...
taste..no bad geh..
...self-praising...
lolx..aiyor..learn b4 in form 1,2, and 3 geh kh marh..
sumore im ERT lerh..
if i duno hw to cook then can go die d..
can fail my PMR d..
haa...



wan try more masak masak nx time..
Mummy:dun pls..mess up my kitchen..everytime after cooked oso dun1 wash al the plate and everytin u used..

Yeannie's Memories Monday, November 05, 2007